today i finally bought my favorite hat in Xi Dan! mission finished . this is the third i bought the same one .
i will wear it on the show .
will rehearse tomorrow morning .so good night !
peace on
foDo in shuangjing of beijing
十一月, 2009 » Archiv
dinner
十一月28
yesterday thai food ,tonight hotpot ,that’s all friends treated me .it made felt i ever lived this city .lots of memory came good and bad.
今天看到一个视频《明年你还爱他／她吗？》，很多恋人在甜言蜜语的时候常会说一辈子之类的话但是有很多却连一年都过不了就分手了。爱情让人们都很困惑，也迷茫。信心只是在热恋中才结实，之后就容易挥发了。每当我经过一对恋人都会祝福他们，因为爱情太难了，太容易被影响了。
今天去星光看钟力风的首发。看到宣传单上说miyavi下个月来演出，如果我的救援能尽快到达，我打算去看个究竟。他弹吉他的方式让我很感兴趣。
今天跟朋友聊到《蜗居》，听说被封了因为台词赤裸，以前以为是大妈片，后来跟奋斗什么的比来比去的。我决定再看个究竟，我又何曾不蜗居过呢。
foDo
撤离
十一月25
今天是最后一天驻守这座城市，晚上6点06分就撤离了。又在路上了，这么多年大江南北地折腾，都习惯于在路上，fr开玩笑说，你这个月都来三趟北京了，这条线就指着你活着了。 哈哈
我和以前一个特别好的朋友都有一个习惯，喜欢在境况变化或人的状态发生变化的时候更换自己的英文名。那个朋友每次换新的工作都改新的名字。我也是每次变更都有新的名字，这可能苦了我的外国朋友，因为他们叫不同的名字但都是我，比如瑞士的朋友叫我mark，韩国的香港的叫我johnny ，英国的叫我freelion 德国的叫我johnny freee等，最近易经给了我些新的冲击，我虽然很喜欢freelion deng这个名字，但是我也会很高兴叫我foDo。
之前买的被什么的都无言地捐给了房主,自行车也没来的及卖,那老头死硬的狠。
终于摆脱了那同样无言的寒冷。
萧瑟
十一月20
人生太萧瑟了，此刻学院路的街头太萧瑟了，季节太萧瑟了，目光太萧瑟了 ，爱情也萧瑟了，灯光萧瑟了，天边萧瑟了，音乐萧瑟了，孩子们也萧瑟了，远方萧瑟了，眼前萧瑟了，朋友萧瑟了，大地萧瑟了，我也萧瑟了。
窦唯的无人声音乐响起，让眼前更萧瑟了。
可能狂热之后就是冷却，但是是渐弱还是嘎然呢。。。
邓力源
北京 FR的新开的咖啡馆里
秀
十一月19
我的职业是在舞台上表演，后来我发现，原来生活中大部分人都在表演，特别是大城市里的人们。我想坦诚地做点事情，但是如果不表演你就很难做成，谁定的规矩，每个人都去互相表演给对方看。原来人们都是不错的演员。
你必须装作很有经验，你必须装作有很多套路，你必须有伶俐的口齿，你必须算计你的阴谋。
as a tree
十一月19
i must group as a tree not grass, just like the man said ,even though i have lots of setback,but i must need to as a tree i have my mum and little grape,i must keep on ,i cant give up .whatever there has a way to continue .
just watched movie call my one and only ,actually it’s a good movie .maybe it has some silly story ,but it will cheer you up .
i cant tell my mum i lost everything ,but i will tell her when i get all the things back .
now i just waiting the help from europe ,but is it my fate? such many setback .you know i gave up to become somebody, i just want to enjoy my own small life with my family ,i dont even want touch the world any more .
i think i must stop to complain,that will make me down even though the setback too many enough to let me lough .
i promise that i will do a job next year.
pray up
freelion
bad luck is thousands and thousands of words
十一月18
i am in beijing now.this morning i bumped on the door of car,i check the money,still not come yet.in afternoon i want to get on internet and the electrity is finished !
yesterday when i arrived bj ,i only took the sub way 2line and slept inside.cause inside is warmer than outside .that’s a good place for rover sleep.
my feeling is very complicatd to express. really
freelion
雪有多重？
十一月13
能把餐厅压倒 能把加油站压倒
能把我压倒不？如果我也像电线杆那样站在那。
我猜我比餐厅和加油站扛压。
最近真是冷的通彻心肺。
在北京能把左后脚活活走抽筋或者肌肉拉伤什么的，你说改有多行！ 这刚回这边，又把右臂摔个肌肉拉伤什么的。
背就一个字。
it can overwhelm the restaurant and gas station.
can it overwhelm me if stand there like a wire pole.
i guess i am stronger than them for pressure.
recently i am totally cold ,it through everywhere of my body.
in beijing my left back foot was cramped ,so look ,how good i am . when i came back here ,my right arm was strained cause my that beautiful slipped and fell .
bad luck only one word !
freelion